| last night... |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | collective soul | ] |
well last night i went uc with tony and brandon and a bunch of ppl it was good, got my shit down which is good, but i been feeling so stetchy latly, mabye cause my bars are bent in 100 different places who knows,and i finally got my free pair of shoes, bedause i grabed two differnt shoes and friday night from uc and then last ngith i finally got both of the pair lol withic is good. then came back to tonys house and getting out my teh car my betl buckle broke, and from there it just started goign down hill.... i found out that elise parents hate me just like every other parent, and tehy dont even wantt o meet me, and then i get teh cops called on me from tonys neighbors for barely having my car in there drive way...got home and ian knocked over the beer prymid which was boudn to fallover soon anyways so that was ok, and erin ring came which was real good cause i dont really get to see her anymore and we played some drinking games ands he teached us one,( im sorry erin that i was pissed when u left...)that was a godo time playing drinking games and then cohl pat amber and kat came over and brought more beer and jeff to...which is always a good thing...time goes good time untill ppl start smoking in my house,idk that through me over the edge just cause my mom cant stand the smell of it adn then today ive been having candles going for 4 hours now can u dcan sstill smell it...but w/e i guess shit happens and im very sorry tony for hitting u, idk what i was doing or thinking i was just upset about that..i feel very bad about that cause u were helping me out and i didnt no that...i woke up aobut 2 today, and started cleaning and im not even close to done yet...i did crush like 190 cans around...if not more...and found some stuff while cleaning so thats a good thing. ive been listenign to colletive soul for a while now and i dont no why.. but its buting me in a better mood lol..and im sorry for blowing up at the ppl i shouldnt.. |
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| things change.. |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|11:45 pm] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | panic at the disco | ] |
well i was thinking and its like so weird oh things change so quick, like once school started it seemed like everything changed, most of the girls and ppl i talked to dont even talk to me in school or anything,idk if it was just fake in summer or what cause it was fun hanging out with them and everything but it just seems strange how that shit happens.. but anyways this weekend was good, i went to amandas house on friday we watched the crow, great movie, and sat in the hot tub and chilled! sat i went shoping with cohl and chelsea, it was good i got 3 pairs of sweet pants! and some new lip rings, 2 black and 1 pinkish purple, and then came home and went to rick and taras apartment which was a real good time with a bunch of wine and whiskey. today my mom had a jewerly party so i stayed for that for a while and had some slush and lots of food then went to alis house to hang out with her, amanda and tony. short week this week! yay. |
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| blah |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | something cooperate- this broken heart | ] |
well this weekend was really nice, i got to sleep in, and just ride my bike and oh yea hang out with an amazing girl. last week felt like forever and this weekend i just got to slow things down and sleep in and just feels so nice not having to go to school, but thats for tomorrow.(boo)idk i guess school isnt to back, its not like any of my classes are that hard but its just a bitch getting up at 740, but o well last year. friday i went to undercover and it was amazing, for some reason we took two cars, me and aubrie in one and rob and nikki in the other when we could of all fit in my car??? idk the logic behind that one but rob wanted to take two cars... but anways it was amazing i learned so much new stuff and it was just fun to ride with those guys. i learned downside whip disasters, barspin air, barspin to fakie, tuck no handers kinda there getting there and i finally learned toothpick stalls, they been haunting me since december. unsally i dont learn anything new and just to the same stuff and it was getting pretty blah but it just feels good that i no i still can learn other stuff just takes a lil bit.... and saturday i slept and rode and then hung out with amanda g, i only seen her once before and we ve been talking alot more which is a good thing, shes just a cool girl to be with and i just hope things can work out, with out me fucking things up which i have a dendency of doing. i realy wanted to drink this weekend but idk i think it just worked out better that i didnt. today i didnt do much, i ate a huge break fest at 130 and then went to tylers to flim the new shit i learned before he went to work and then it just became a big sesson, which was good. it was even cooler cause pat got a fish eye from chad day and the colors are amazing compaired to the camera ive been using for my part, idk im really thinking aobut getting a new computer, and buy a good video camera so i can start editing and doing shit like that, maybe? oh btw my car is for sale, and also a set a 18" rims i got so if u no anyone interesting just give me a call 3236702.later |
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| waiting till the end.... |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|01:47 am] |
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| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | saves the day | ] |
well i havent posted for a good 2 months i think so i figured i would since i have nothing else to do anyways.... right now time is passing so slow, last week was horrible.... i didnt get to ride my bike and there was so much drama as usual,stephanie called and we just aruged which is stupid, idk i hate it but some how we just piss each other off latly idk its weird and gay idk i hope it changes. and it seem where ever i go i seem to make an ass out of myself some how... like last night me and pat went to the football game which was really boring and no doubt mishicot lost again,i thinks it funnier this way just cause most of the seniors are full of themselfs and think there the best just because they play football and w/e else... but anyways we met up with kelsey,kyle,megan,stephanie,dereck and some other ppl and went tee peeing, we got kelly tumas house, alica philips, and karissas house!!!all had there good time. kellys we got tp wet and put it agaist the window sorry kelly, karissas house me and pat went in the garages and put tp all in there untill her sister and friends came and so me and pat were nijas about it and i wrote JA in her lawn with forks, and then alicas house me and pat wrote WAKE UP with logs and then kyle pounded on the door then we left with them on there porch watching us leave...but to the drama me and pat went to phils party and once we got tehre mike reif started shit with us cause he thought we were talking shit about him and he called pat aside and they were talking and then mike hit him, so then katie h was talking to pat to figure out what happened and will just kept talking about how we shouldnt have sex with her or something when we were just talking about what happened so we figured it was best if we just left,as we were leaving i meet some cute girls from manty and they were really drunk i got two of there names if that counts for anything?lol.today i slept till three just cause i was pretty emo cause i was just realizing some stuff about life so i just stayed in bed and then went to the skate park at 5 but rob had a flat so i ran to wal mart to get him tube and i also got my pictures fome a camera that i had since the 4 of july, there alot of nice pictures!! and then we went to the coved wagon cause tyler was working and me and rob never been in there, the girls working thought i was stoned and just a weird guy when i was just sitting there, so im thinking most girls think that about me...makes sense....then stephanie called and just told me that she was going to the dance and painting her nails and going to eat at applebees with tony, idk not much of a convo but i thought she would call earilier to talk about a lil more but thats ok it happens and idk it seems like she was rupping it in that she was going or something but idk but then went to tyler to built some ramps up and then rode for a while which was good cause i got some beer in me and got more food in me especialy tylers mom cookies!!! there so good cause they were still warm and so good i had about 6 of them. it was fun tho we lit it up and it was me tyler rob briana nikkie and aubrie, idk i came to the concusion that tailwhips are so much easier with beer in u but everthing else is harder... i pulled tailwhipe air third try to run over screw to pop my tire!! it was well worth it cause that trick kicks the shit out of me but i dominated it to night...but time just seems so fucking slow and this week went so slow to this weekend and this weekend is slow to cause there not much to do and idk i was invited to mantys dance but i didnt really want to go cause i didnt no anyone besides a few ppl and i just went home at like 12 cause i didnt feel like doing anything else, so i found this sweet movie called private school, it was pretty much a really corny love movie but all in all i liked it i defintaly need to see tho begining to it...but i have nothing to do tomorrow so if anyone wants to u should give me a call anyday to do something, im pretty much free all the time cause i just ride my bike, nothing else to do but im getting better so thats a plus to... but idk im giong to bed night night |
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| confusion... |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|12:40 am] |
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| |  joyful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | armor for sleep | ] |
well lately ive realized that i have a bunch of really good friends and some times i take avantage of that cause some ppl arent as fortuent but i really want to thank stephanie for being as cool as u are and not bitching like kristin and just having a good time and accually hanging out with me,and seeing that kristin is a bitch to me...and thanks to chelsea cause yesterday u made me realize alot more and accually think about that stuff, and its just fun hanging out with both of u, and thanks for chelsea for leting me and pat raid her food!!! well tonight we moved more of the ramps and rode them at tylers and i almost pulled a tailwhip air witch i still havent landed one since january, idk my mind fucks with me on that trick with my left foot and anckle but once i do it a couple times it will be down so cant wait for that cause ill be riding alot more once those ramps are all moved to tylers house....and then we went to my neighbors party which was weird cause we didnt no any one and they were all older but after rick and pat had a cup the keg was gone so that was a bummer for them...but idk we are moving ramps in the morning so then we can get most of it done finaly, but i really dont want to go back to school, hopefully it gets better like my locker being nicer to me and just talking to more ppl in school so its not as boring,but my only goal this year for school is to pass, finish my whole coloring book which is like 100 pages and to graduate oh yea and to find a girl thats accually right for me cause its so nice to find a girl thats cool, doestnt bitch over lil things and is like into the same music and stuff that u like, so maybe one of those girls will come my way lol idk we'll see idk i should call kristin but i dont want to be bitched at and all she talks about is stephanie and idk i think im calling it off with her and just be single till i find a better girl i guess idk not really sure what to do yet,????? |
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| yet again i lose |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|08:55 pm] |
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| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | simion and garfunckel- sound of silence | ] |
well last night we went to ck and i had like 3 cups a coffee pretty quick and that kept me up all night pretty much, i got 3 hours of sleep, then kristin came over and we just layed around a while and then ate and went to appleton shopping, it was a good time but there was shit for good clothes, i found a sweater i liked but it was 60 dollars so thats going to have to wait for a lil while, untill my car gets back to me, which is another thing that sucks cause its been gone for a week n half and its still not painted... but yea we stoped at my sisters and chilled there which i liked cause i havent seen my sis in a while then we stoped at undercover which idk i had a good time cause i accually did a downside double peg grind on the 6 but she didnt like ti so much and after that we didnt talk at all, the whole way home was silent, which sucked, then i watched my new movie cause she was going to sleep but idk i couldnt really watch it cause all i could think about is what i could of done to make her mad at me and i still dont get it, idk i hope i didnt fuck anything up with her cause i really do like her and idk noing me i lose and i prolly did fuck something up, idk im done complaining, i think im going to have a party this sunday night, im not sure yet but ill let u no, well im going to lay in bed and just do nothing later... |
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| well... |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|04:20 am] |
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| |  frustrated | ] |
well today i slept in till 5pm and then got up and cut my grass and my neighbors and then showered got ready to do nothing and ate, i sat home till like 11 and then chelsea called me seeing if i wanted to go to erics, thanks chelsea your a good friend and your the only person who called me all night... it seems kinda weird cause usualy my phones non stop, but ppl are starting to dislike me for some reason i think,and idk i drove 110mph to erics just cause i was pissed cause i called stephanie like 3 times and the first time we couldnt hear each other untill we said bye, and then she didnt pick up and then the next time she didnt talk and the next two times this guy was talking with her and everyone else laughing so idk it just pissed me off that that guy was being all annoying and shit and the phone never got to her kinda stupid but idk another one of my petpevs, sorry if this doesnt really makes sense cause im still kinda pissed up cause i had to get some stress out i guess, but it was a good time i spent thelast of my money on some mcdonalds lol and now im broke again till i find a job, and if anyone has a car they want to sell or no anyone that has one for sale let me no cause i need a winter car, thanks, well im going to bed night to all.... |
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| one of those days... |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|12:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | taproot- calling | ] |
well today was another one of those days... wake up and do nothing but sit around and try doing someing but some things came good out of it...like kelsey leting us borrow ddr, me driving cohls car while he was on the roof of it and me going 50mph down my street, pat and chelsea and cohl rolling down a hill and cohl having the great idea of making chocolate smooties out of ice cream sandwithcs and fudge bars and then driving dumb down the gravel road by the firestation tring to hit one another in pats and cohls car.. lol good times, but honestly it would be so much funner having a gf on days like these just for something to do and stuff lol, but i have no ambition to get one and my head is fucking with me telling me there is no one else and u had the best u could get so y bother and just shit like that so idk i need to get out of that cause that girl is gone and we are just ging to be friends so idk, but going to school today just made me realize how much its going to suck waking up every morning and putting up with that shit, but idk it should be a lil funner cause im not such and outcast anymore from mishicot and idk were seniors, but it took forever to take the pictures but i made my different from everyone elses unless some fag copys me but w/e it will happen prolly cause there was alot of ppl there... but anyways cohl bumped into pat pretty good at a stop, my head almost hit the windsheld and then i talked on the internet like a loser and then watched some weird porn with them. i wish i had some money seriously, i have no moeny in my wallet, no money in the bank and no money in child support, and im running on E on my gas gauge which is really depressing cause i have to pay for my body kit, get a crappy car for winter and go school shopping, i no i need to get a job but i realy dont want to grow up and get one cause then thats just a responablity, which im not realy good at going to work everyday that i work but idk if u see anything just let me no, otherwise kelsey we should go job hunting cause we are some broke ass bitches lol. idk i hate enough of this so im going to watch tv and fall asleep night all. |
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| the trip.... |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|02:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | great mood | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the jealous sound | ] |
well all in all the trip was real good, it got me out of these crapy towns for a while and just away from the drama, but im kinda sad that i miss some good parties but o well there will be more of those. well me and otny left thursday at like 12 stoped in indy at this cement skatepark at like 8 rode that for awhile and made our way to louisville, when 5 min in louisville this god raveing lady backed into us at a stop light and then yelling jesus is boss at us and jesus did this to us and w/e else but after that none sense for 2 hours we made it to louisville park with was fun to go really fast around but not very good for tricks but w/e it was still fun, after that we went touristing and jamie this black man took us on this tour of this huge boat with one of those wooden circle things on back which was really cool cause it ws like 4 in the morning and we got the tour for free, but we parked our van at a radison and slept where i got like 4 hours of sleep cause it was so good damn hot, but when we woke up the van wouldnt start so that kinda sucked so steve the matience guy at the radison jumped us and then we went swimming there and meet this girl from canada, she was pretty cool, that day it got up to 137 in lousiville so we said fuck that and went to columbus ohio, cause lousiville sucked for us... but i love ohio. we rode the flow that night and then stayed at la quinta and then when we woke up we snunk through the building and went swimming there to, and then we rode the flow again which is an awesome park and we got some footy and i hurt my anckle pretty good on a downside whip disaster, and then we went to cevland ohio and tried to ride chenga one but they were closed for some reason, so we went to toledo ohio which was totaly black ppl all over with dubs on everything and just everything girls on bikes and cops patroling it and idk it was just crazy, so we left there cause we couldnt swim in lake erine and we didnt want to get shot in that town... slepted at this truck stop and slepted and then drove to cold stone michiagan to meet this britany girl but she didnt pick up her phone and stuff so we didnt get to see her which was a big disapointmetn for me cause iw anted to see her... but some other time.. then we drove to grinie mills or how ever u spell it and i got a emo sweater and a new polo and before that i got some sweet ohio shirts but that mall is huge... i loved it, and girls every where.... some of us should make a trip down there for a big shopping trip maybe? but that was out trip i guess... there was more but im lazy to type it all sorry, and sorry i didnt get anyone anything cause i felt bad getinig one person something and then i someone didnt get something so it was all or none and i ran out of money so it was none sorry... |
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| so long |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|03:46 am] |
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| | lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the turtles- so happy together | ] |
well today pat came and woke me up to go to the beach and then half the ppl didnt show up cause there bitches lol, but kelsey and karissa came so that was cool even tho they didnt want to go swimming but it was kinda cold so i dont really blame them... then i went to buy some new furniture for tony and his moms new house and started moving them in, ate some free pizza and just sit around, then i came to my house to fix my bike, pack, and just get stuff ready to leave, yea im not tired so i decieded to write a journal before i left.... even tho im supose to wake up at 8 but w/e, tonys sleeping in my bed and idk we already got in a arguement about girls, manly stephanie but o well, so hes pissed and went to bed and i cant sleep lol, but me and pat been talking about how it sucks that all our friends have girl friends and it would be so much better to have one just to have some one there for u and just some where and someone to hang out with most of the time instead of having nothing to do, but maybe one day ill find another one that i like, i guess i will have to get over stephanie first which has been a work in progress but idk, it one of those deals idk, but anyways it should be a good time, im going to miss u all, im kinda sad that im going to miss megans party in manty on friday but w/e it prolly wouldnt be any funnier with me so idk u guys can call me if u want when im gone other wise ill call u when i get back which should be like sunday or monday or tuesday idk somewhere in there. |
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| ups and downs.... |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|02:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejected | ] |
| [ | music |
| | scary kids scarying kids | ] |
well latly its been pretty good, riding my bike alot, and getting some sweet footage for my new video part, and just hanging out with friends is always good, not a whole lot to do but u got to make the fun... and i love latly where the girls would rather hang out with our so called group then the others.... it just feels like we went from outcast to like the cool kids lol, not really but still, i believe we are going on a road tring to ky and ohio to ride and stuff, we should be leaving on thursday and thanks good cause theres been drama and bordom all around here latly, theres shit going around the i slept with with some girls and did all this shit with them.... almost true,not, ill admit ive kissed two girls, but it was pretty much a spear of the moment thing, and it didnt really mean anything, idk i just think girls are over rated and im tring way to hard, but idk all admit im still not over stephanie, but im pretty dam sure shes over me so idk if i should keep tring, i say that but it wont happen, idk im just stupid like that, love makes u do stupid things, but u no shit happens and nothing is perfect so get over it, but anyways... sunday night was great, i was on the phone with stephanie for a good hour which was great cause shes the only one i can talk to on the phone for that long, and then we went street riding in manty, and to start things out we seen some boobs from this really drunk lady with a older guy and i belive they had sex under the bridge lol, then i did a tail whip out of this bank and a huge hand rail after that, it was great, u ll just have to see it in my part, then when we were done riding we meet this bridget girl that was 33, it was a good time talking to her, she showed us some fighting moves and told us some stories, the only one i remember is her having sex with a brazil guy at 6 flag by the dumpsters unprotected and then going to the doctor cause she thought she had herps but it was just razor burn lol, but idk today i went to gb to ride, tyler ripped like ususal and i didnt some stuff done a huba, and then tried having ppl over but idk that didnt work out cause i got emo, on reading stephanies live journal and then me anna pat tyler went swimming which was good untill i fell off the side of the pool to land on brick and gravel lol but idk made me laugh and every else to so it was good to lighten up a lil and we seen some naked foot race pat vs tyler good fun, idk im prolly hanging out with stephanie tomorrow if she wants or w/e idk whats goign to happen but give me a call and maybe tomorrow we can party or something, night all |
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| Good Day yesterday.... |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|05:26 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the turtles- so happy together | ] |
well on friday i went to go pick up steph from the christian camp she went to, i went with her mom and sister to pick her up, but i drove most of the way home and some on the way there cause her mom was tired and needed some sleep so it was kinda boring driving with everyone asleep but it was ok, and when i got there she didnt even say hi to me and it just felt weird cause we havent seen each other for a month and then later that night i got the just wanted to be friends things again but i guess thats ok cause we are still friends and thats better then not having her in my life at all, but idk it happens for a reason i guess... but idk i ll just have to find a new love in my life and maybe get the girl i have a crush on but prolly not cause she has a bf, go figure.. but anyways yesterday was sweet me and tony went to the undercover contest for 3 years in row and the past to i got 6th and 5th in intermediate and this year i got 2nd in expert,wow, i did the thing that nobodys did bofore was a tailwhip from quarter to quarter over this 12 foot gap!! i got one foot on and rolled away so that was good for me.. and tony rocked it up in intermediate class and got 2nd to and riped it up with his hurt ankle, and i got my first trophy for riding and had a gret time.. after ward we went to be best party house, yet cohls house!! its always a great time there, good ppl, good games, and good beer. so i couldnt of asked for more out of my day... and ill have to keep in touch more on here since i havent wrote for a while. |
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| The Day Before |
[May. 31st, 2005|10:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The postal service | ] |
well tomorrow is my b day, and in a way im kinda sad, cause i had so much fun being 16, had the girl, had the liscenes, had many first in my life and just a great year, idk if 17 has much to offer but hopefully i can stand well to 16 and be just as good or more fun.. well today was a good day, i took some finals, and skiped 8th hour study hall to go shopping with stephanie, which was fun but now my broke, well at least i got some good clothes. it was all in all good fun, exept her mom not believeing us that we went shoping and stuff but other then that it was good. we shared a trendous 12 at perkins which is my faovorite meal and shared a malt which was realy good... yum... i came home then to help my mom with some lanscaping stuff and went to victorias to talk to her and work things out so we werent mad at each other so its all god now, we are freidns again. then i went to tonys to talk to him and waste time by. idk it just seems like times now are going so fast and i wish they to slow down a lil so i no a lil more whats going on with things and with the special ppl in my life, ill just have to realize what is important in my life and see if i dont do everythign and just do the stuff thats more important and what i want to do more it might work.. but all in all its going good cause tomorrow im cutting grass lol then going out to eat with stephanie, my sister and her husband so it should be a good time... well out night |
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| Memorial Weekend! |
[May. 30th, 2005|11:15 pm] |
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| | loving it | ] |
| [ | music |
| | postal service - such great heights | ] |
wow, what a memorial weekend, ill never forget it. friday i went to graduation, then to tr with stephanie, then drove her to her camp ground, btw drove out there 3 dimes this weekend but it was worth it casue i have a blast with that girl, u wouldnt even believe but anyways i hung out at the site for a while then went to shannons house to hang out with those girls, woke up made eggs and sausage for 3 girls and my self while shannon made bacon. danielle was supose to make the sausage but she couldnt handle it so all she did was set the table and write on the napkins lol, thats ok i still love u dan. then sat i went to stephs camp site again to have an amazing time with her like i always do, we colored some pics, walked around,played with the nerf ball or something like that and then just chilled for a while and talked, to times:)then i sat night was cohls party, omg that was the greatest time i had in a long time with a party, thank u cohl, and fred for the great time, even tho it got a lil drama in the middle of it, it was still really fun and i give it up to fred for maning the keg, it pissed me off tho when someone called holly a slut, i was ready to kick some ass for my big sister... but they shouldnt say that shit but i guess thats what some ppl do so w/e, i guess let them be that way, but after i went to shannons and hung there again, and the next morning i didnt have a ride home so i stayed there all day to then have sam give me and tony a ride to my house and tony forgot his keys so we had to wait for josh to bring his keys to him lol. and sunday i didnt do much to then go back to shannons and then stay up all night and then party a lil with her neithbor which was interesting. at 5 in the morning we went to mcdonalds to then i see cohl and josh which suprised me and it was cool to eat there breakfest cause i never do and its soo good. i went home and slept from 7 to 1 to wake up shower go to tonys ride my bike, eat papa johns, talk to stephanie and then to start drinking, then doing wheelies down the street on my rad bike to then gettin pulled over by the cop with 9 beers in my back pack. me tony and scott were on our way to the skate park and i did a wheelie and she pulled me over, i thought i was done cause i had me on my breath and in my back pack put it worked out, then we were off to the skate park to then drink some more and ride our bikes which was a good time. i couldnt ask for anything more this weekend. well there is a lil stuff that did go wrong but its personal and its worked out now so its in the past and its only fun to talk about the good stuff. i just cant wait till summer to have a great time and do w/e i want lol, and thanks for all of u that were part of my weekend, and a special shout out goes to cohl, fred, shannon, daneille and tony for making it all possible. love u all night. |
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| hows its been.. |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|09:19 pm] |
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| | blank | ] |
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| | nine inich nail- hand that feeds | ] |
ok lets try this again. damit i had my hole thing typed and then it just disapered. ugh that sucks but w/e anyways i havetn wrote a journal in a while so i figured i might as well. well its been going good but im sick of being sick like, ive been sick for like 2 mounths now and i say home to get better which happens then go backto school and then i just get scik again cause most of the ppl there are sick so i get it from them again.. but w/e it will go away soon hopefully i just hope i m a lil better for prom. in which should be a good time but i dont think my rims will make it here by then but w/e cause i dont need to impress anyone anyways, they will get here soon tho which will be cool but i need to say money up for some engine parts and a boday kit and just so odds and ends but soon i think im giong to look for a job not sure yet tho. we ll see tho cause idk im lazy and dont really want one but i really should get one.
well pat is a pimp lol jk but hes doing pretty well with victoria r which i think is cute and i can tell she really likes him witch is cool and maybe one day they will go out but w/e we ll just see what happens. im kinda jealous but its ok cause besides being sick my life is good just confusing osme times but in the end it should all work out some how. well tonight i went to the bank and cashed my tax return and then took out money to pay for my rims and then we went to tonys house to wait for the girls so then we hugn out and went to my house and watched "13" which was a good movie and just was pretty mucha documentary on like some ppls life which this daughter got caught up in the cool group in school and started doing drugs and w/e not and then hated life and paretns but it just showed how tuff being a teenager can be sometimes. but victoria said i wouldnt like it but it was good so she was wrong lol. tomorrow im going shoppig with steph so that should be fun but i dont realy want to wait for her to get out of track i would rather just go right after schoolso we had more time to shop but w/e i guess its bette rthen not going at all. and then thur me and pat might help out the prom committee but idkyet cause katyln asked us to but idk whats going there yet.then friday i think im haning out with danielle and who ever else which should be a good time cause it always is,i just want to do something for once tho and not just sit around but theres not much to do around here espeical when its still cold. then sat is prom and then sun idk whats going on.
one of these days i was planing on getting my rims putting them on and then wash and wax my car for prom and for summer but i dont think thats giong ot happen anymore cause the ppl i order throughare dicks and wont tell me if there going to be here by sat ornot so i guess w/e and we ll just see.
well my grandma sent me a card today for my good grades, which i thought was sweet of her and there was 5 bucks in it so that was cool. yea and i cost me 32 bucks to fill up my car today which was nuts cause it was even with the 2 cents off tuesday and i had to wait the second time cause only two pumps work at uni mart, cause the first time i just put in 20 and i didnt have anymore money and then when i got back form the bank i put the rest in which was 13 so it was 33 dollars to fill it up. dam.. well im out. and jeff well hes been pissin everyone off i think with making an ass out of himself around girls and its just been buging me cause hes so ignorent i dont want to talk shit but yea hes been pissing ppl off and me to. but thats just how jeff is so w/e i guess theres now way on how to change him or talk to him.. so w/e. im out. night everyone |
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| Waiting for the weekend... |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|10:49 pm] |
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| | avril- im with u | ] |
well i cant wait for tomorrow when school is over.. but today i was in a great mood till 8th hour and then it wasnt soo good untill i went to tonys house and lightened up a lil because of his mom, shes great.. then i rode for a lil while and try selling everything i had to some kids but there cheap so they didnt want to buy anything thing.. so then i went to hang otu with danielle and shanon the rest of the night and came home to a nice meal made by my mom.. so that was really nice of her. sorry vicky i prolly gave u that cold but its ok cause mines going away but im looking for a good time this weekend and it looks promising if everything goes well but we ll see. but im nt doing anything sun yet but maybe that will be a lil relaxing or proly not.. but im geting in shower night... |
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| this weekend |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|10:21 pm] |
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| | underoath- reinventing your exit | ] |
well this weekend was pretty cool for the most part, and today was to. well friday night we went to the gas station because tony had to but gas in so i went to and we meet dustin z there which was cool cause i havent seen him in a while, and that night we hung out at this parking lot for a while and then went to the pier and walked down to the light house, which was alright cause thats the first time ive done that and then we went the chelseas house which was on of the several ppl that i meet that night(danielle, shannon, chris, chelsea, etc) but it was cool, i always love meeting new ppl. but then we went to chelseas like said and her house was prety nice!! flat sceen tv that pulls out, touch screen remote and remote controlled fire place idk for mishicot ppl it was pretty cool. well at least me and dustin thought so. and then sat i was supose to hang with steph but that all changed but w/e i guess stuff happens, but i signed her cousins pants lol it was cool even tho stephanie doesnt think so, shes just jealous lol. but then i got pretty trashed on sat night and im still kinda feeling it, not good but hopefully it will go over soon. and sun i went bowling and bowled a 98 which was pretty good since i felt like crap, and still felt i was a lil drunk and tired. it was me, steph, her coolest grandma!! her sister, amy and amys bf so it was different but i had fun cause its better than riding all the time. then we went to the china buffet my first it was ok i guess but i wish i was hunry and wanted food then. after all that we all watch the grude(that me and stephanie have been waiting to watch forever) and we watch the heartbreakers which was also a good movie and had many good points in it lol. but i didnt get home to like 12 but thats ok sense i iddnt go to school today. i slept till 1 and then ate and then showered and went froling and the to fatzos in manty. then we went zachs house to have a fire but we only stayed to 9 ish cause everyone else was leaving. but that was pretty much my weekend. i just hope i feel better soon so i can feel normal and up to my game lol. |
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| Once Again? |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|09:24 pm] |
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| | mudvayne - happy | ] |
well once again ppl are pissed at me cause of my stupid dissisions, and i guess i dont see whats going on. i guess im just that stupid or innconcederate, idk i really want to please everyone but i cant even please myself so its really hard to do that. idk i just guess i think there no one else better than her out there, or same, cause i no now it will prolly take me another three years to find another disent girl and im scared cause i dont want that to happen. and i just dont see why we cant still be friend cause thats what she wants and i would rahter have that then forget about her complety so idk, i guess im just bringing everyone down behind me and im sorry for all who all i affect. but i really dont no what to do cause everyone is telling me something different and if i listen to myself then nothing is going to happen cause i guess i cant stand up to my self? idk and i want to party sat night with all and not just stephanie so... thats what i want to do but idk if anyone wants to hang out with me anyways.. but anyways i just got home from my dads house, we worked on his car a lil and changed my oil and i gave my car a half ass wash just to make it a lil nicer and hopefully im going to order my rims tomorrow so wehn they get here ill wax and wash my car, for prom so then my car is on the way of geting to look better but its hard without a job so my planing is to start loooking now and end of april start a job hopefully. and i really need to start thinking about what i want in the future and not all this bull shit thats going on now that i have no idea what to do about...i just wish it would go back to december and switch the past so then now would be so bad. but i guess things happen for a reason but i always think theres time for second chances because life is way to short and we have to do more on how we think and try to get what we want instead of sorrowing everything. we dont no what the future has intaled for us but is it going to get any better then this? or what we had in the past going to be the best that we had? |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
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| | Spoon- Stay dont go | ] |
well today was a really good day, i only had school for half a day and after words i hung out with stephanie and that was cool. she still makes me have a smile on my face since this after noon, u no what im talking about.. some of the things i read on her msn disapointed me but girls will be girls and life moves on but it wasnt bad at all and were good friends and that shouldnt be bad in which today simed to go pretty well. so i think that is the top of my week so far and will be hard to top.we pretty much finished your spanish project, and just have to glue some things on a poster. cohl had a pretty nasty cut today in shop, some pretty good bleeding and vicky had to work again lol. speaking of jobs i have to start looking again before the summer comes for the summer jobs, i was thinking at the end of this month i will find one, and just see how long i can make it with the lil money i have in my wallet. i have money in bank but i really dont want to use it and im debating weather to take it out to get my rims or not, we ll see i want to get them before prom tho. and i even got to drive a geo today that was exciting, the only lame part of today was jeff made me wait out side of the religon class cause i guess there was supose to be a fight he wanted to see or get involved in but i dont think he was up for fighting sense he had some teeth pulled and his nose was moved over and he top lip was bigger and had no movment at all so it was pretty funny to look at him.lol. im just hoping that the prom shirt i order is goign to fit right cause if not i dont no what i have to wear, but we ll see when it come next week... but im getting in the shower so ttyl |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|10:07 pm] |
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| | Avril- slipped away | ] |
well today i went shopping for my prom cloths at jc pennys and they had no idea what they were doing, i told them what i wanted so hopefully they ordered what i wanted because they were tring to talk me out of getting the bigger size, but u no me i like it tight.. so we ll see when it comes in, but i did buy a tie and pants on my moms credit card!!! so hopefully it works out but it was weird im not use to formal wear, i was defenitly a virgin to it. but i just got done watching sex in the city lol sounds lame but u can learn a lot from that show i think, mostly on what women what. well mostly im typing this cause vicky told me to write it and she treatened to beat me up if i didnt do so, so here i am writting this, ive just been download some songs that the chicago girls gave me to download, pat thinks hes going to have a summer fling with katie from chicago so we ll see fi that happens othere wise me or cohl willhave to try... but night to all im goign to bed after i take a shower and tomorrow should be good half day! |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
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| | video killed the radio star | ] |
well its the end of the weekend, it was fun but yet there was some fall backs.. friday night we played cards, and last night was so fun, we meet these girls from chicago, they were really cool. and i was pretty smashed so i prolly made an ass out of myself but thats ok cause i think they understood. and today was good we went golfing in the morning then had a cook out on the grill and just sat back and chilled the rest of the day with a lil frisbee in. and tony beat me in rummy but thats ok. but thre so much confusion going on right now, it seems like theres a bigger reason for why steph doesnt like me and it just so weird, but me and tony and me and vicky had a chat and i just figured i have to move on and shes cant handle a relationship of which i want, so it just beter to just dont care as muc anymore aobut it and to go on. sorry vicky for the stuff that went through the washer ill repay u some how cause i feel bad about it.. well talk to u later journal love u... |
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| hi |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|02:14 am] |
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hi for all u that dont no me im joey, thanks vicky for making my account, and it is weird cause i really dont no what to say, i just got done working on our bikes, tony and josh are here and we are fixing joshes bike so it works and he can start riding. tomorrow should be fun with disic golfing, riding and a lil parting at night. but i think cohl is right there is to much drama going on now and we need just time to forget about the world and just do w/e and just no drama to cheer each other up. everything just seems so confusing to me and our future is coming so fast. well ttyl journal im ging to get some rest big day ahead of me..lol |
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